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    Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
    7:12 pm
    Went photo snapping at the U of A today. I wasn't impulsive enough this time to take pictures of kids on their super suave bikes, but I'm working up my impulsion(?). I relate photography to skateboarding, because in a sense, you're dodging security and police at every moment. You really cannot go anywhere and take a "creative" photo without being a suspision. Anyways, great reflections from building to building around 5:30.
    Oh snap bird test tomorrow. I better get craming for that right now. To all you other live journal bird test takers, ie jojo, good luck!
    And congrats Tom Boonen, Belgian world champ!
    Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
    10:48 pm
    Come on feel the Illinoise,
    sweat driping running,
    switching chainring to 48,
    math teacher's laugh and smile,
    abstract photo,
    SLEEP!
    Thursday, September 1st, 2005
    7:11 pm
    The kids that take 2 AP classes, work 40 hour weeks, and still can't complain about how things are, are absolutely inspiring.
    Sunday, August 28th, 2005
    2:33 am
    Hot damn Ponderosa Pine!

    I'm afraid to jump the gun, and afraid to feel something other people tell me isn't able to be felt at age seventeen. But when have I ever actually listened to them? Well maybe a few times, but never acted upon them. So why start now? I've got to remember to feel something when it's right in front of me, not when it's in the past or the future. And I've got to get a new puppy.
    Thursday, June 30th, 2005
    11:56 pm
    I realize that important things take more energy. They're not worth more "time," just worth more energy. And if I want to put energy into this importance, and time is infinite, then eventually we'll obtain the important together.

    Sweet!
    Monday, June 27th, 2005
    11:49 pm
    what's one thing that makes you happy?
    Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
    12:45 pm
    SPOON! See you there, yeah?
    Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
    11:24 pm
    "I never stop wondering
    wondering if you still think of us
    I don't need a photograph
    because you never left my mind
    No you never left my mind!"

    Oh the joy of not needing a photograph to remember somebody, and dream of them.
    Monday, June 20th, 2005
    9:15 am
    My mom says the soymilk should only be drink-ed 10 days after opening it. I've been drinking it for three weeks. But this morning, it tastes pretty funny. Is it just me, or do i always realize that food has gone bad after i'm done eating all of it?>
    Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
    11:19 pm
    I remembered tonight how everyone is a hypocrite. And I won't deny it, and I've definetly always felt like hypocricy is inevitable. But I criticized a friend for expressing that they were lonely, and then i realized that i'm a cockadoodledoo-that always feels sorry for himself by being lonely. I also was thinking today of how different i act around different people. I find myself trying to mold my attitude to make somebody else feel more comfortable. And for that reason nobody ever really gets to see Kyle? I suppose they get to see me, but just me trying to please them. ANd how rediculous is that! I just think it's so easy to fall into these "moods" with people where every time you interact with them, you act the way "you're supposed to act" around bobby-joe(or whoever it might be). And that's okay if that bobby-joe acting is healthy, and you and bobby-joe are comfortable with it. But if you're not, if you're only acting that way because you think bobby-joe won't feel awkward if you act a certain way around him, then that's just poo. What i'm trying to say, is try not to be a hypocrite even though it's impossible not to be one, and also, don't act like a hooligan that who you really aren't just to make somebody else comfortable(this is me speaking to myself).
    Thursday, June 9th, 2005
    10:32 pm
    Tonight I remember a short film that I watched. It was about a widow who lived alone in solitude far away from anybody else. Late at night when she was in bed and feeling lonely, she decided to supress her loneliness with knitting. Though she became a great knitter, she was never able to deny her need for others.
    Friday, May 13th, 2005
    11:57 pm
    I realize that the past year has passed way to quickly. I can't remember a week within the past school year that I haven't thought to myself, "okay, if i can only make it to saturday, i'll be fine." It'll be interesting to see what I think of this past year when I look back on it in a few years. Will any of my problems be solved? What new ones will I have? It's always a new problem, it's always something else. Right when you've solved one, another arises. And that's okay, i Just haven't gotten over it yet.
    Tomorrow night I'm going to dance it up at prom. Any dancing experience with loud music is a release for me. My flamboyant side comes out, and I actually act happy. Can you believe it?! H-A-P-P-Y! I'm rather excited to make some girls shake in the boots with my rump shakin action!
    I realized just about half an hour ago that there's simply some things you cannot rush. Although it's quite important for a person to be progressive and keep raising the bar, results are often instant. In my case it's the Love thing. It doesn't happen when you want it to, it just surfaces when it wants. It's like Ms. Newsom's song when she says, "I may not know my own way to the sea, but the saltiest sea knows its own way to me." The saltly sea of love will find its own way to me. Terrific, I'm being a lovey duvy pant weirdo again. I hate being a Lovey duvy pant weirdo.
    I need to stop being shy and just tell people what I need to tell them. I only don't do it because I'm afraid. And this ex-alcoholic/drug attict bike rider told me that one of his biggest motivations to drink and do drugs was his fear. He was too afraid. It's amazing how many insignificant thigns I fear. And they all build up into a huge ball of fear, and you can't express your feelings.
    Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
    10:46 pm
    "How stupid is it? I can't talk about it, I gotta sing(write) about it, and make a record(Live Journal Post) of my heart. . .. .
    "How Stupid is it? For all I know you want me too and maybe you just don't know what to do or maybe you're too scared to say: 'I'm falling for you'"
    Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
    9:35 pm
    When you look to the past you don't remember all your troubles and strife. You only remember the good things that came from trying to pull yourself out of rough times. And that right there is a reason to be disgustingly happy.
    Saturday, April 16th, 2005
    9:13 pm
    Yu-Yu, WHAT HAPPENED. . .
    you disapeared for almost five hours.
    I hope you got to go to the picnic, and
    i hope you have a good saturday night
    while i sleep. you probably saw films
    with suki or something, so that's good.
    i think i'm doing this because i dont know
    your email adress right now(i'm bummed we
    didn't get to do something today).

    kyle
    Saturday, April 9th, 2005
    2:22 pm
    To all interested;

    Oh Yeah! is playing tonight at the Spring Fling. 6:45

    Then! Ian's new band at Skrappy's.

    GO GO GO GO!
    Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
    9:47 pm
    why am i always sappy like syrup sappy but without the sweet so i'm actaully bitter
     if I were somebody else for just one day, I'd realize one of two things.
    One, that I want to be somebody else and have somebody elses life.
    Or two, realize that I want to be myself more than i want to be somebody else.

    I remember in elementry school we would always have class discussions of who we would be if we could be anybody in the world. And I always had the response that I wouldn't want to be anybody but myself. And with that notion, I don't regret my past, and I'm completley satisfied with what I've brought myself to be. This used to be a really big deal to me, and I used to feel so independent because I always wanted to be myself. And for that reason I could only better myself instead of aspiring to live the life of somebody else. I'm confused though, as to whether or not I follow that anymore or not.

    It's been a while since I said this to anyone: I love you.
    12:22 am
    "ya con eso, pan con queso"
     So i'm not sure what i'm supposed to do when i'm driving next to two friends for several miles. Waiving is just nerdy. Honking(which i did), has way too much of a "hey wanna party?!" attitude. So pretty much i just kind of scrouched down in my seat and then honked once, and then that was it. Sorry Joanne and yuyu for that episode. I'm thinking now though, that in the end, doing ANYTHING other than what i did would probably have been better. I could have at least made a funny face or something towards them and made a fool of myself(because that's okay of course). But no, I'm now stuck with the memory of that one time i awkwardly slouched down in my car seat and honked at two friends as they drove by. . .numerous times. And to quote those really anoying Fandango(TM. . .of course) Comericals, "what was that all about?"
    Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
    12:17 am
    could there ever be a better line than, "i wish that i knew what i know now..."?

    I've never regreted anything in the past, but that doesn't mean that i don't want to alter the future. I want the future to be a something that I lost in the past, or never had in the past.

    What I'm trying to say is, oh right i can't say that yet.
    Friday, April 1st, 2005
    12:05 am
    Peoria sounds like Deoria, that's my name fellow
     so went to the Peoria skatepark today, which rymes with D'Auria(Deoria), which is my last name. How perfect. Anways Sean and I had a good session, but i slamed pretty hard in the big bowl and i'm pretty sure i condensed my upper arm bone into my shoulder bone, which then went into my spine, and then sent a shrieking pain to the neck. But I feel great! We used sean's super cool "Super Eight" camera, and all the kids at the park were just like "what kind-a camera is that!" There were real jelous. Hopefully the film turns out though, it should look super artsy like the Belle and Sebastian DVD. In other news I finished watching Closer this morning and I can't get the part in the Damien Rice song out of my head where he's like "I can't get my eyes off of you. . . " If you haven't heard it you should listen to it on his website. I'm pretty sure he's super pop these days. (how many more times am i going to say super in this post?) So tomorrow's friday and i want to get a bunch of my history project done, but i also have work, and hopefully the Life Aquatic at some point in the night. So all good things, no complaints today except for one. I had a hard time staying focused today and being into the fact that I was on vacation skateboaridng and with a friend and all that fun stuff. I had a hard time because I had other things on my mind. Other good things none the less, but I couldn't really focus unless i endulged some of those things. And all i really have to say about that is, "BING(pointing to my big guns)," and yuyu responds, "PSH(pointing to her masive guns)!"
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